above average by Elaine Sun   



 i want to be in a solid trusting relationship with a solid likeminded person 

 but i want to be a person who doesn't care and barely exists 
 so i didn't say anything 
 just undressed 

 you need someone to call 'beautiful' 
 to stare at without understanding 
 to write home about 
 in vaguely boastful emails 

 it will run its course 


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